Grawr.

[ikyrian]

Ok, so I was wrong in thinking that you could give a recommendation form for the UReading application to an RA. Whoops. At least they're giving me a chance to have someone else fill out another form...sad thing is, I don't know anyone on the list that Professor Irwin gave me, except for Terry Hall and Patrick. I fell kinda weird asking these people as I don't know either of them well. I asked Terry Hall first, and am prepared to get on my hands and knees in her office and beg if that is what it takes. But I am still kinda annoyed with myself that I have to.

And I feel damn stupid too.

Although, I have to admit, this could be my out, my reaason not to go, not to get accepted. Not that I think I will either way...I'm still not sure I really want to go to England. I have this odd urge to stay and try to pick up a studio art major (mostly at my mom's urging that I *not* major in History...that's another grawr.) *shrugs* It would be the opportunity of a lifetime, though, and one that won't come back to me.

So, now I'm stuck. I want to go, but I don't.

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In other news, I am now the proud owner of a sty in my eye. Joyful, joyful...

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[the13thsquirrel.livejournal.com]

I was going to apply until she and I met; after that I just didn't bother because I figured I'd have more fun being with her. Oh well...these things happen, I suppose.