Grawr.

[ikyrian]

Ok, so I was wrong in thinking that you could give a recommendation form for the UReading application to an RA. Whoops. At least they're giving me a chance to have someone else fill out another form...sad thing is, I don't know anyone on the list that Professor Irwin gave me, except for Terry Hall and Patrick. I fell kinda weird asking these people as I don't know either of them well. I asked Terry Hall first, and am prepared to get on my hands and knees in her office and beg if that is what it takes. But I am still kinda annoyed with myself that I have to.

And I feel damn stupid too.

Although, I have to admit, this could be my out, my reaason not to go, not to get accepted. Not that I think I will either way...I'm still not sure I really want to go to England. I have this odd urge to stay and try to pick up a studio art major (mostly at my mom's urging that I *not* major in History...that's another grawr.) *shrugs* It would be the opportunity of a lifetime, though, and one that won't come back to me.

So, now I'm stuck. I want to go, but I don't.

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In other news, I am now the proud owner of a sty in my eye. Joyful, joyful...

Comments

[ikyrian.livejournal.com]

*smiles* Well, that's a good way to look at it. Sadly, it just so happens that I'm a crappy story teller. Besides, they haven't accepted me, so I may not go at all. Of course, then I'd bemoan my fate even more, whimpering how I could have gone to England if I'd only tried harder.

Did you apply, get accepted, and then change your mind? Or did you just not apply at all?

And who knows? Maybe you'll get there soon. One can always hope.

[the13thsquirrel.livejournal.com]

I was going to apply until she and I met; after that I just didn't bother because I figured I'd have more fun being with her. Oh well...these things happen, I suppose.