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[ikyrian]

My confidence has been shaken. Badly. Ever since getting that bad grade on my Native American Lit short paper, I'm even more worried about how well I did on my Giesert paper. I just turned it in yesterday, and he didn't seem all that thrilled when I did. I know there were things that I could have done, things that I should have included, if I had done what I originally planned and started earlier. Damn my procrastination. I don't want to be here anymore. You're not graded on life! I hate having the feeling that everything I do here is only worth a grade and not going to be something really useful to me later.

...if I fail out, I'm totally not coming back.

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I'm sorry

[esthompson.livejournal.com]

This is why I have a history minor, cobbled from the d'Entremont classes I wish I hadn't taken and the Barclay classes I am taking (and enjoying!) currently. I could have had a second major with a few more courses, but I would not put myself through a senior seminar with d'Entremont or Geisert for the world.

The history department is the toughest one here, of all the departments I've taken courses from.