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[ikyrian]

I find myself weirdly missing Reading. It's mostly just the lake and wood trails at the moment and the nice weather because I seriously need to take a walk, but there have been other times as well. It's funny being back in a house with mostly males after living with eight (technically nine, but that's a long story) women. Now, don't get me wrong, I love my family, but I don't talk to them all that often. When I was in England, I don't think I talked to them (not counting the times that my family visited) in exess of fifty times, and never on the phone. So it's a little strange to be here and talking to them again. I know when I go back for my final year at RMWC I'll revert back to the whole not-really-talking-except-when-I-visit thing. I can't imagine what it'll be like when I finally move away from them. Will I unthinkingly cut them out of my life? Will I just ignore everything they've ever done for me, walk away and never look back? It's what I did with my friends in highschool. Will I repeat that with all of my friends from college as well? Am I destined to be a loner and alone for the rest of my life?

I really miss the wood trails in Reading.