![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
I made it! The audition went TERRIBLY, but I still got in. My sight singing sucks so bad. I can to the rhythms, I just can't do the notes. Not even giving me a starting notes helps...;_;
So now my Tuesday nights are going to be eaten up by the MCC. I'm quite looking forward to it, along with the rest of the season, which lasts until May. One thing I haven't mentioned yet is that almost everyone is at least ten to fifteen years older than me. There's maybe five of us that are between the ages of 15-25. I find myself, once again, in a group where I'm (one) of the youngest people in the room. It makes me nervous, because I know I'm young and very inexperienced in all of this. To be in a room where it seems almost everyone else has had a lot of practice with this sort of thing is nervewracking. And my mom's piano hasn't been in tune for years, so I won't be able to get much practice off of it. *sighs* Also doesn't make much of a group for people to hang with. My ultimate goal in life is to find someone who isn't a gajillion miles away or my boss that I can have as a real friend. And I'm not talking about an SO (though that would be nice too...) but just a friend. To be movie buddies with (who isn't my brother) and to hang out and share interests and just, y'know, be friends.
I'm lonely.
So now my Tuesday nights are going to be eaten up by the MCC. I'm quite looking forward to it, along with the rest of the season, which lasts until May. One thing I haven't mentioned yet is that almost everyone is at least ten to fifteen years older than me. There's maybe five of us that are between the ages of 15-25. I find myself, once again, in a group where I'm (one) of the youngest people in the room. It makes me nervous, because I know I'm young and very inexperienced in all of this. To be in a room where it seems almost everyone else has had a lot of practice with this sort of thing is nervewracking. And my mom's piano hasn't been in tune for years, so I won't be able to get much practice off of it. *sighs* Also doesn't make much of a group for people to hang with. My ultimate goal in life is to find someone who isn't a gajillion miles away or my boss that I can have as a real friend. And I'm not talking about an SO (though that would be nice too...) but just a friend. To be movie buddies with (who isn't my brother) and to hang out and share interests and just, y'know, be friends.
I'm lonely.
