RMWC Blues

Why is it whenever I talk to Geisert or have a discussion in class with him, I always come away feeling that I hadn't prepared enough or hadn't spoken enough, or was just in general a complete idiot? This time I did do the reading, and I thought about it, and did everything that he always stresses to do, and I still felt like an idiot. This problem is only compounded by the fact that Abbey's there as well, and the way she talks is just so much more intelligent sounding.

I think I'm gaining an inferiority complex.

Oh, and you want to talk about getting diddled with your pants on? Try being told that not only are you preforming two more times than you ever thought this semester alone (when you only thought to be doing it once a semester!), but you're going to be performing the very next evening as well! No warning, not even an obligatory email! (I know, I checked.) Twice the stress and none of the credit. Go me! Go R-MWC music department, shoot my stress through the roof!

There's a lot more that I could whine about (like being told just today that not only do you have to complete a portfolio of all of your written work for Japanese, but you must have corrections for that work as well. Oh, and by the way, it's due in two weeks...) but I'll just leave it off there.