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I Am A: Neutral Good Elf Ranger Bard

Neutral Good characters believe in the power of good above all else. They will work to make the world a better place, and will do whatever is necessary to bring that about, whether it goes for or against whatever is considered 'normal'.

Elves are the eldest of all races, although they are generally a bit smaller than humans. They are generally well-cultured, artistic, easy-going, and because of their long lives, unconcerned with day-to-day activities that other races frequently concern themselves with. Elves are, effectively, immortal, although they can be killed. After a thousand years or so, they simply pass on to the next plane of existance.

Primary Class:
Rangers are the defenders of nature and the elements. They are in tune with the Earth, and work to keep it safe and healthy.

Secondary Class:
Bards are the entertainers. They sing, dance, and play instruments to make other people happy, and, frequently, make money. They also tend to dabble in magic a bit.

Mielikki is the Neutral Good goddess of the forest and autumn. She is also known as the Lady of the Forest, and is the Patron of Rangers. Her followers are devoted to nature, and believe in the positive and outreaching elements of it. They use light armor, and a variety of weapons suitable for hunting, which they are quite skilled at. Mielikki's symbol is a unicorn head.

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...sometimes, I just can't imagine what death would be like. What it would be like to not be living anymore. Think about it. Think about what all the people who are dead are missing! Think about what you could miss, things that you couldn't do if you were dead. Would it be silence? Is there a place for your spirit to go after you die? Or is it nothing, no color, no noise...or is it nothing in the sense that it doesn't matter anymore and you don't feel anything because you don't exist anymore. And your "soul" has either dried up or disappeared or whatever.

I don't understand death. I understand it's purpose and usefulness, but I don't understand why people think there's something after it. Perhaps they're just rebelling against the idea of not existing anymore, of just going to nothing. It's hard to describe as to what I'm calling "nothing" because the only way to phrease it makes it sound like there's still something left, when in reality there isn't. That's what I mean: nothing exists, there's nothing left. And that's scary.

That doesn't mean that I want to live forever, either. All I want is to have a second chance to be a kid again. So I can go back and have fun. So I can go back and not be so serious and withdrawn and quiet and not having a childhood. I want to change that. I want to be able to look back on my childhood and say I was really a child and played and had fun, and I really can't. And yet, I utterly miss my childhood.

I don't want to graduate. How sad is that? I don't want to graduate and be mature and leave my house and my parents. I'm a true homebody and it's hard for me to imagine going away from there. I think it's something that's left over from moving all the time; all I want is to have a home, and I'm afraid that if I leave that home, I won't be able to come back to it. And that's scary to me.

Honestly, I never thought I'd make it this far. I always figured that I would burn out long before I made it to college. I never could imagine the future. Some people are able to look ahead and see where they might go, but whenever I try, all I see is a whole lot of nothing. Well, that's not really true, I do see black blank space.

Another aspect about graduating means that I'll be in a way stuck with my major. I'm afraid to declare, and it's not just about the commitment issues, it's more about, I don't know if this is something I want to do. I've looked over the other majors in our curriculum and none of them are all that appealing. I'm afraid I'm just choosing a history major because I know I can do the work and complete the major. Sadly, I can only afford four years here (if that), and wouldn't be able to change my major at the drop of a hat. Time is slipping away from me slowly, and as I person who sometimes doesn't like to sleep because it means losing time, I'm fighting as hard as I can against it. I just can't seem to let it go. I'm afraid of doing something that will be completely unrepairable, like going to Reading and then not of having a pre-law track. What f that's somethign I really want to do? I don't know. Dammit, I just don't know.

And that's absolutely terrifying.

Quizzies! )


Nov. 1st, 2003 12:25 am
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Winter Storm
Brrr! You're a WINTER STORM.
You get very quiet when you're angry.
Most people would call you heartless and cold,
but that's only because you don't tell them what's
really on your mind.

What DIRE WEATHER FORECAST do you turn into when you're angry?
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Oct. 31st, 2003 06:35 pm
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You are Peace
You are Peace.

You are at peace with your self and the world
around you. You have balance in your life and
exude tranquility from every pore of your body.
People are constantly asking you "what is
your secret?"

What Emotion Are You?
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You are Blue
What color are you? (Anime Pictures)

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...why are all the people *not smiling*??? Oh, wait...^^;;;;
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My LiveJournal Trick-or-Treat Haul
ikyrian goes trick-or-treating, dressed up as vampire.
_ywam_ tricks you! You get a penny.
bluekokaku gives you 12 purple coconut-flavoured gummy worms.
ghanimachan gives you 12 dark green cherry-flavoured pieces of taffy.
karweenie gives you 5 blue tropical-flavoured jelly beans.
kimipoo gives you 17 tan licorice-flavoured wafers.
labeth gives you 12 light orange lime-flavoured gummy fruits.
noellesan tricks you! You get a used tissue.
the13thsquirrel gives you 6 pink pineapple-flavoured miniature candy bars.
thefakeheadline gives you 15 light yellow pineapple-flavoured pieces of chewing gum.
ikyrian ends up with 79 pieces of candy, a penny, and a used tissue.
Go trick-or-treating! Username:
Another fun meme brought to you by rfreebern.
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First off, a quiz!

Your soul is bound to the Second Totem, Luna:
The Wolf

Luna appears as a pair of coral colored wolves.
She embodies empathy, nurturing, insight,
and warmth
. She is associated with the
color coral, the season of spring, and the
element of wind. Her downfall is pathos.

You are most compatible with Doves and Ravens.

Which Animal Spirit Totem Are You?
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And secondly, my weekend.

I had a rather good weekend actually. My Saturday kinda flew by because I was stuck in a car for most of it, or waiting for my dad to show up, or waiting for mom to come home/wake up/do stuff, and yeah. Anyway, Saturday was kinda a relax and get yourself reenergized day.

Didn't seem to help though. On Sunday Mom decided to take me shopping and I was wiped out after two hours. Ouch. Definately not my best time. I found som really awesome clothes, though! I got a sweater, a button down shirt, a sweatshirt type thing, and a kimono/yukata type top thingie. That I don't have pants for...hmmm, I'll have to remedy that...Anyway, I got all of these things at my favorite store H&M, but DAMN are the people there all too rude! I wanted to kick the shit out of our cashiere! As mom and I were leaving the store, a lady ran up to my mom and said she had forgotten her receipt (which I thought was funny because I knew that the receipt was in the bag). After studying it for a moment, mom went back to the register to hand the receipt back to that bitch, and she was making fun of my mom for forgetting the receipt, and it was her own damn copy the stupid bitch!!! What was she a fucking MORON? Does she not eyes in her head, or just no brain?? Idiot. Just thinking about it pisses me off to no end! GRAWR~! Urge to kill, rising...RISING!!

Mom told me to let it go, but the next time I'm there I'm definately going to talk to the manager about their staff, and if that doesn't work, I'll talk to whomever I have to. I mean, it's not just the one child, but all of them are rude and obnoxious and snobby and where the hell do these people get off? Sometimes, I just want to work there so the shoppers could see a friendly face amoung all of the dreary, I'm-bettter-then-thou expressions we normally have to deal with. Ugh. If only they didn't sell such nice clothes at such reasonable prices...T_T

Anyway, to top off my day, mom showed me this totally awesome leather jacket. It's a large, black, leather trench that goes all the way to my ankles! It's totally fantastic, and the best thing was...it was on sale~! $180 marked down from $480!! Squee! Three hundred dollars off, baby, yeah! AND the really nice guy who helped us opened up the other store that was opening across the way (they were moving) to get it for me! *sniff* It's absolutely gorgeous! I love you, Mom~!

Today, I did absolutely nothing but laze around the house, laundry, and attempt to read my book for E.Asian Civ. Ultimately, I like it and it's very interesting, but it's sooooo...dry. Boy, can I pick them or what? ^_^;;;;

So, yeah, sadly I'm not coming back to college until tomorrow. I'm sorry, Karlene~! *sniff* I know I said we could explore the tunnel...if you want, I can give you the directions to them and you and Denise can go without me. That way you can still get to see them without too much difficulty...unless the door's locked, then you might have a small problem...eheheheheheheheh...


Oct. 13th, 2003 06:20 pm
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My LiveJournal Sitcom
ikyrian's House (TNN, 10:30): ikyrian (Sela Ward) oversleeps and misses lunch with the13thsquirrel (Jonathan Taylor Thomas). That night, _ywam_ (Dennis Rodman) and bluekokaku (Ralph Fiennes) don't believe in planetary motion. Nearby, noellesan (Erika Christensen) keeps accidentally stepping on thefakeheadline (Mark Wahlberg)'s foot. Afterwards, kimipoo (Denzel Washington) tries to seduce labeth (Denise Richards) at a grocery store. Presented in HDTV.
What's Your LiveJournal Sitcom? (by rfreebern)
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Quizzies! )


Oct. 8th, 2003 07:35 pm
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Which Famous Homosexual are you?
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*insanely giggling in the background*


Oct. 6th, 2003 04:49 pm
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Season = Winter
You're Most Like The Season Winter ...

You're often depicted as the cold, distant season.
But you're incredibly intelligent, mature and
Independant. You have an air of power around
you - and that can sometimes scare people off.
You're complex, and get hurt easily - so you
rarely let people in if you can help it. You
can be somewhat of a loner, but just as easily
you could be the leader of many. You Tend to be
negative, and hard to relate to, but you give
off a relaxed image despite being insecure -
and secretly many people long to be like you,
not knowing how deep the Winter season really

Well done... You're the most inspirational of
seasons :)

?? Which Season Are You ??
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And it's all so true, too. huh.
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DMV Employees
Circle I Limbo

Circle II Whirling in a Dark & Stormy Wind

Militant Heterosexuals
Circle III Mud, Rain, Cold, Hail & Snow

Parents who bring squalling brats to R-rated movies
Circle IV Rolling Weights

Militant Vegans
Circle V Stuck in Mud, Mangled

River Styx

Osama bin Laden
Circle VI Buried for Eternity

River Phlegyas

RMWC Post Office Workers
Circle VII Burning Sands

RMWC Class of 2007
Circle IIX Immersed in Excrement

Saddam Hussein
Circle IX Frozen in Ice

Design your own hell

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Well, I finished my last exam in 45 minutes today. I'm officially done with my first year. It's a relief to think that I'm finally finished. Tomorrow I'm going to pack and pick up my room/art portfolio/things I left up in Andrea Joy's room. Heeeeeee. I'm kind of regretting that I decided to stay here until Friday, but I think it's worth it. ^_^ I'll keep peeps company, like Karlene and Andrea Joy (and annoy my roommate at the same time, so it's all good). Heheheheh. I'm so evil.

But yeah, I think I'll relax tonight and jump right into packing tomorrow. Wheee! I'm almost home!!!
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I am exhausted. I took two of my three Japanese exams today...I think I'm going to hold off until tomorrow to take my last Japanese exam, with my Biology exam at nine. *sigh* I also have to work on an art project by noon on Wednesday...wah. I just wanna sleeeeeeeeeeeep. I know that I didn't do well on my oral exam, but I think the writing one was OK. (Of course, it was open notes/open book, so of course it would be OK.)


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